woo...Long Time No CoMe My BLOG d...

haizh...as all the ppl expect...i fail again my ON diet..sad sad..
long time no come here d lo...2 month d...
time run so fast..4 more month..chinese new year was coming...
so fast..i still feel blur blur for myself...not yet plan a goal to attach for myself..
not yet diet..not yet rich...i hope i can kena lottery today lah...
no money really suffer...
duno i choose Elken correct ma...

fan fan fan....once human live in tis world is fate to fan?T.T.......

^^happying....

today is the last day i work le..give up..act i feel i can handle well in being a promoter..
but..i think juz because tat is my last day,so i will feel like tat..
tat not true...hahaha..if i continue i sure will give up my study life..
coz i'm the people tat cannot one time do another thing...
so i am oso a zhuan yi ppl in love tat is can sure for me..hahahaha...

haizh...hope i wont facing money problem in future lah..
always is money make me fan de..geram...

but act not bad lah..tis week de job give me chance meet a xiao didi..
he quite cute...expecially is when he smile...hahaha..
k lah...all thing tat i want to say is..i happy today...i get back my freedom...
hehe...muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkssssss........
oppsss ya...today i not so guai for my keep fit plan..
i eat one fan shu and 2 tea egg..haizh...
hope its didnt make my diet plan fail lah..^^hehe..

-3rd day-

yanfen...u must is MUST slim down...i pls u...

today juz 2nd day...although i now vrvrvrvrvrvr bad mood..coz still got fry bee hun for me..
and go jusco buy durian...biscuit..alot of food waiting me..
but i must control my mind well...i MUST slim down b4 chinese new year..
i dun wan juz look at my fren buy a lot of nice clothers and me juz can see beside..
somemore at university nid alot of presentation..
i dun wan to xia soi infront many ppl...
i will give myself one month time to try ai luan teach me de skill..
no matter other ppl how to influent me tat my means...
it hard...but i will continue...yan fen today juz 2nd day oni...u still have 28 days to go...

tomolo last day i work le..feel happy..and oso scare..
scare tomolo will have any trouble things to face...
hope wont..hope everything will be safe and nothg happen..

-2nd day-

yeah..yeah..

tomolo is my last two day to suffer...after tis weekend..i will get my freedom again...
yeah yeah yeah.............
so happy now...hahahaha
today i go cut hair..go wash hair...feel so happy..
erm...but still not yet read book until now...and my homework oso not yet do..
i dont bother le..i wait till monday juz start to plan my new life...
today oso the 1st day i start on diet...
how one day i can get a tittle tat...I SLIM DOWN LE...
hope so..half more year is chinese new year...the time to buy clothers...
hope i can buy many nice nice clothers...i wan be more charming...
i must gambateh to keep it..
thx a lot ai luan..
i will always remember wat u say to me..
i like u so much....muackkkkkkkkkkk.....

Suffer...

today thursday d...i scare the weekend de coming...wuwuwuwuwuwu..
why i so ku ming...(actually is lazy lah)..but i really cant tahan stand one day there..
and somemore..if the product didnt sell much...vr panic..i hate the feel...
i wan stop the job as fast as possible...i want tis weekend pass pass pass.....
wuwuwuuwuw...

haizhhhhhhhh...god must bless me well pls~~~~

act i should be happy wat...coz i kena loterry d....but sad sekali is i juz won rm15..
=.="the important thing is..i buy with rm14...tat means count together i juz win rm1...
omg...but nvm..atleast got win rm1..but i got ask my dad buy the number somemore..
coz the number i get from my dream=.="..but so sad...tat juz a dream...not in real..
in my dream the number is in the 1st price...=.="...how come when in the real...tat is nthg..
juz because i buy ibox then juz can win the rm15...i really got nthg to say...=.=""""...hahahaha..

haizh..today wednesday d...saturday was coming soon...i scare..because of money i nid to work..
i regret...but no choice..hope tis is last week for me...hope evon wont give another job for me..
i really lazy to work at shopping...stand 8 hour..my leg really gonna patah soon...
but if evon give me another job..i really duno how to reject her..tat time juz tell her i want be her permanent partimer somemore..i really regret d..i juz can say sorry to u evon...i really cant continue d..
i hope tis week can fast fast pass..and i can stop the job..hopefully its will dint bring any side effect to me..>.<""why money make me so suffer....i NEED A LOT OF MONEY.........woowoowoo~~~~~~
hope my dad can earn more money in my 4year study life...if not...i lagi suffer..
god~~~pls bless me in tis 4 year..can study well and dont nid to worry this worry tat...
and oso for sure that hope my english can improve well in this 4 year..
god remember must bless me ya~~~~and oso sure for my family n frens too lah..hehe

无奈～～～

果然不出乎我的意料.....该发生的都有发生=.="....
从你不接电话的那一刻开始，我们就注定冷场...
从我的角度我觉得为什么你不接我电话呢？
你为什么生气我，就因为你没次回来我都不跟你出去？
我真的接受不到你那种霸道的行为...
也许你觉得，你对我很好，我却很过份酱对你...
我知道你对朋友很好，
可是其实很多时候，你的霸道弄到气氛很僵，
就好比有几次你叫我去shopping，你跟男朋友和妹妹去就好咯，
做么硬要拉多一个朋友去，然后你又要做到有顾及朋友和男朋友的感受，
可是这样我又觉得很怪，不管你怎样都不能做到两全其美的，而且你叫我去根本没意义，
因为又不是一班朋友一起，总之就是很怪，
所以我唯一可以做的就是拒绝跟你出去，
然后昨天喝酒，不接我电话，还对我忽冷忽热...
我都不懂要给你什么反应...
我不懂你啦，可能你没带电话咯，可是我打给你妹妹你尽然在旁边都不出身，难道不叫心有鬼？
然后再当场一下当我没在，一下有跟我讲话，很像我变成坏人...
好彩我找到接口提早离席，
冷死我，没关系啦，反正我们肯定会读不同地方，我肯定不会特地找你了的...
只有两个字我能说....无奈～～～
最后，还在我回家途中遇到一个亲戚，因为一件事，变成最熟悉的陌生人，
我竟然不小心在他面前HON了很长的一声，
丢脸～～～～～～无奈～～～

钱真的很重要~~~我很衰~~~我要转运~~

昨天晚上太无聊就上网逛我就喜欢的论坛,佳礼论谈(佳礼,佳莉,佳礼,佳莉,我的天,我有个小学和中学朋友叫S 佳莉,难道无意中被我发现这个论坛是她开的?不可能吧,打着打着给我发现到这个秘密,所以讲,很多东西都无意中被发现)
哈哈,不过应该不可能吧=.="
就啊,逛着逛着那个论坛,逛到去买卖商场,我的天啊,简直要我的命,
我那一刻起,就注定破产,终于不出乎我的意料,
我花乐 RM215 来买东西,这也代表着,我正式破产了,
爸,请容许我在这儿 偷偷跟你说对不起,我又破费了,
你在辛苦的转钱,我却在轻松的花钱,
但是请你相信我,以后我赚到钱会让你享福的,
这不敢说是承诺,只敢说将会是努力赚钱要达成的其中一个心愿,
到了今天,一大清早(7am 睡,10am 起)为了载我哥去搭巴士,
哪里知道冲好凉,叫我哥开引擎给车热先,我的天啊,噩耗来了,start不起,
原本以为早点起,吃个美味的早餐补回,然后去tesco买个链(便宜的那种啦)
配我晚上吃喜酒的衣,哪里懂=.="炸死,真是天不从人愿,
原来酱早起来是要给我明白天不从人愿的感觉是怎样,
那种感觉形容不出,
因为现在在打字的当儿,我听到隔壁传来炒菜声,
这种感觉我可以形容,就是接近崩溃,我的妈呀,超饿,
可惜我的妈新山中午才回,看来等下我到厨房必有一番撕裂,
造成我今天这种身材的其中一个原因就是酱,每次饿过头就像野兽吓死人,
不过不用担心,因为我楼下现在只有杯面=.=",又没有车,要撕裂也撕裂不到
讲到车,我哥很残,要走路去外面搭巴士,原本他也以为可以和我去吃个早餐先,可怜..
我爸,更可怜,在做工却被我打去烦,他更可怜,=.="又要破费了...
残了,昨天最后一个驾车的是我,希望我妈回来不会念经给我听=.="..
就酱,现在要等人修理那辆车..然后可以的话要买个链,睡个午觉..
晚上要喝喜酒,希望不要再给我出麻烦....=.="

May 16, 2008

我累了T_T....

今天的我应该很开心，我去洗脸，也买了很多东西，
我买了一件衣，一瓶香水，买了我的内在美，买了防嗮油....花了很多很多的钱，
我需要钱我需要很多很多的钱....
我....我恨我，我恨我怎么这么懒，怎么这么胖，怎么这么会花钱
我....我恨我，我哭了，怎么这么不孝顺，怎么这么生在富中不知富
我....我怨我，怨自己纵使有很多对的想法却没去实践它
我是可恨的，可怨的，没用的
看着中国可悲的噩耗，我悲从中来
心是多么想成为里面帮忙拯救那些受困者的其中一份子，
可是却那么的力不从心，
想想看，如果现在我真的是其中一位拯救员，
或许我会觉得很累很痛苦很想放弃拯救，
或许我会因为被上市责骂而当场退出拯救活动，
也或许我只会在当场泣不成声，
我....可悲的我，是多么的不堪一击
我....可悲的我，甚至安慰自己说中国有的是人，不需要我，
我....自私的我，当别土的中国同胞在水深火热的当儿，我却在享受
可悲的我，自私的我，只可以在这默默的一角，
默默的为所有罹难者献上我的最深的祝福
对不起，因为我能做的就只有这样
哭的累了，是时候睡了
希望在梦中的我，可以飞到所有在等待援助的你的梦中给你加油打气，
加油，不要放弃

May 15, 2008